Major/Minor

I'm washing the sheets. Few things compare to some fresh sheets on the bed. I'm going to do some additional laundry, clean up the room, open the windows and let in some fresh air. Yes, that sounds very nice indeed.

Perhaps an afternoon jog will be in order as well. I've been taking a much needed break, but I'm starting to feel like a lazy bum. I've never just sat around and relaxed as much as I have these last few weeks. Eat, sleep, and shower. Those are the activities of a champion. At least for one who needed a major vacation.

I'm looking forward to getting in touch with some old friends. I miss them so and a part of me wants to feel what I used to feel in the past.

I'm trying to decided when I want to graduate. I can do it in December, but staying another semester might yield some additional opportunities. I don't want to cheat myself of anything, but at the same time I really want to be done with school. I have friends who are younger than me graduating before me. I guess essentially it's not a race. This is my life. I need to choose what's best for me and my future.

Something that annoys me. When people talk badly about others and then act nice to them. I've never found out how that works. Wouldn't that be exhausting? It's exhausting for me to witness. I'd rather have no friends, then have a trillion friends who I secretly break down. Deceptive. I'd rather people know my feelings towards them. I'm not going to be
a bit*h about it, but at least I can feel like I'm being honest. I have the unfortunate presence of knowledge and assertiveness in my life. Ignorance is bliss and ignorance is something that probably won't be a primary attribute in my life. I'm lucky aren't I? It complicates things. I think I need to start somethings over. Something is out of key. Perhaps an investigation is in order.