A start.

One lesson I learned today-I need to keep my mouth shut all of the time. I really hate the drama that comes with opening ones mouth and today I'm making it a goal to not say anything bad about anyone or any situation again, unless it's straight to the person or the situation. This way I won't have to add any unnecessary drama into my life with the "he said/ she said" crap.


I hate drama, I hate everything about it and this is going to be my way to not contribute to it. It's going to be hard, but I think it will be worth it. So don't anyone be offended when you're telling me about an annoyance or bad habit of someone or something and I don't have a response. I'll listen but don't expect me to contribute or agree or try and make anyone feel justified. I'm keeping my thoughts to myself.


I feel like I have so much to say, but perhaps it's not worth it.

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I got a childhood book at the bookstore a couple of days ago. I loved this book when I was younger. I was such a reader in those days and there are a couple of books that have really stuck with me. This is one of them. Phantom Tollbooth. Read it if you haven't already. It's lovely. I'm in Carson now with Kris, and I had to get some books to keep me company while he is as he says, "bringing home the bacon for our kingdom." :) I think this book should do for now. I'll read it fast, but it will be a great comfort to me.


He takes care of me. I love that. It's very comforting. I've seen a lot of growth from him. It's really a great thing. We both have some improvements to be made, but I think that we're both growing, and together too, which is a really amazing feeling.


We're going to San Francisco tomorrow to go see a show. Kris is going to show me around. I'm excited, I've never been. I love taking trips with him. I'm excited to go to a new city. I love to travel. I wish I did it more. I wonder if I should bring the new pillow cases Kris got me for my birthday. They make me happy. Since we are the King and the Queen, it fits quite well. I need to get them washed before we leave if I want to take them. hmm.



I think karma is a great thing. I can currently think of a couple of situations that warrant a smile. It sounds kind of bad, but I'm quite enjoying what I know.


I miss my old friends.


I wish I knew what to do in difficult situations. I wish I had all the answers, but I guess I wouldn't learn much, now would I?