Back and in action

I'm back in Provo. I'm bored and feeling a little depressed. I've noticed when I don't do things for long periods of time I have a lot of "think time" to myself and then I just start feeling bad about all of the things I'm not doing or should be doing. I was talking with Tracey about that yesterday when she drove me home from the airport. She said she felt the same way. I think it has something to do with personalities. Ever since I was little I've always been involved in so many things. So much that I'm usually overwhelmed. Sometimes I joke about "Not having it any other way," and I guess it's true. I complain about having so much on my plate, but I would rather that then to sit around feeling depressed and useless. Blah.

I went for a run yesterday and did some exercises afterwards. It made me feel good. I couldn't fall asleep though for several hours. And that is why I am waking up at 12 in the afternoon. Yikes. I'm hoping to continue exercising for the remainder of the year quite hard so that I can feel comfortable at my graduate school auditions in Feb as well as in my headshots I need to take and in the shows I should be acting in, in the upcoming months. My tool is my body and I really need to get it in it's best possible shape in order to have the best shots at growing and progressing towards my goals.

It's weird being back here. I really miss Kris. It feels weird to be away from him. Another year seems like an eternity. I'm sure it will go by rather quickly. Hopefully it will anyway.